think back

with blink of eye~~~
it have been passed 20 years~~~
time is so fast~~
and now i am 21 years old~~~

think back all the memories~~
it makes you
sad
happy
angry
make you think that it is stupid~~

memories should not have been forgotten~
but to keep it~~
you can learn things from it~~

i still remember when i was kid~~
my dad came back from doing work~~
i used to wait for him at the door~~
waiting for him to return back home~

in primary school~~
often to get some things from my dad~~
what i ask for~~
shall be granted~~

secondary school~~
got in to a fight when i was 13~~
my dad din't blame me for fighting~~
he just stare at me~~
with eye that you can't explain with words~~

social life year~
got a first job ever~~
work as a newbie in car accessories
got a fair pay~~~
gave my dad rm100 that time~~
and my mum Rm100
left quite a low sum for my own use~~~

few years passed
found a girl i like~~
but end in a undefined way~~
became a drinker
smoker
hot tempered~~

collage life~~
learn the meaning of life~~
building a future for my own~~
live life in a happy way~~

all these thing that happen through my life
i will keep them as a memory~~
does'nt care if its good or bad~~~
i just keep it~~
for the rest of my life~~

time to time~

time to time~
we pass by our daily life by doing own things
do what is important to us..
or maybe important to someone...

we always say that~~
"we don't have much time left"

think it back~~
if you are using your time to do on some thing that is important to you
will you say it is not enough time?
for sure you say no...
because that your time~~
but
did you ever think of other people's time?


we all have enough time
just that you need to know how to arrange your time~

people's say~~
life is short
but how short it is?

enjoy life to the fullest
what is the limit to the fullest?

we all can live the way we wanted~
depend on yourself~~~
goes by time to time~~~

do something right at the right time makes perfect~~
don't get confuse by the surroundings
do it before its too late to take it back~~
cherish the time you have now~~~
do the right decision
make the right move~~
then




by that time~~~



enjoy and live to the fullest of your life~~~~
and life won't be short~~~

feelings

i don't know what's happening to me right now
but i just feel like crying~

its a shame huh~~
for a big guy like me to cry

i just don't know what happened to me this few days
am i becoming weaker?
am i being piss off?
i don't know

this feeling i try to tell every one~
but i just can't open my mouth~

may i am over stress~
or maybe for some reason that i don't know~
but why does this feeling is keep within me?
why can't i share it out~?
why?

i just really wish that someone can be by my side now~
even for just 5 minutes~~~~






never the less
i am a crap ~
rubbish~
useless guy~~~
nothing special~