This few days~
don't why mood will suddenly change
sometime happy~sometime sad
ans sometime angry~
don't why~~
mood disorder?
haiz~
most of my class in collage almost finish
waiting for exam
study sure got study a bit.
i feel like giving up study
and straight go work~
working on my Altec Lancing speakers
XD
with LEDs~~^^
quite nice^^
the only prob now is that
how to make in line?@@"
all tangled up~~><
a bit lazy to clean it@@"
wanted to buy a circuit board for the LED's
but~~
lazy to work on it~~
><
suddenly think back my Ex-girl friend~~
may wong
that i used to love and treasure before
although it was a short period of love~
1 1/2 years~~
it meant alot to me
the time when i cooked for her
buy medicine for her when she is sick
make the presents for her 17 year old birthday
i can't stop think about it
is this the reason why i can't afford to have a girl friend now?
its like~
i lost all my confidence to fall in love~
its not like i don't any girls
but..
when i like them
i like them as a friend~
it can be more than that
but i couldn't reach to that limit
its like something is blocking me
lack of confidence
4 years
for 4 years~
i've been lonely
except for friends and family~
i am lonely to myself~
i wish i could have someone with me now
sometimes
when i crawl up to my bed
i'll fall in tears
think back those memories
will drop me into a deep sea of tears
don't why mood will suddenly change
sometime happy~sometime sad
ans sometime angry~
don't why~~
mood disorder?
haiz~
most of my class in collage almost finish
waiting for exam
study sure got study a bit.
i feel like giving up study
and straight go work~
working on my Altec Lancing speakers
XD
with LEDs~~^^
quite nice^^
the only prob now is that
how to make in line?@@"
all tangled up~~><
a bit lazy to clean it@@"
wanted to buy a circuit board for the LED's
but~~
lazy to work on it~~
><
suddenly think back my Ex-girl friend~~
may wong
that i used to love and treasure before
although it was a short period of love~
1 1/2 years~~
it meant alot to me
the time when i cooked for her
buy medicine for her when she is sick
make the presents for her 17 year old birthday
i can't stop think about it
is this the reason why i can't afford to have a girl friend now?
its like~
i lost all my confidence to fall in love~
its not like i don't any girls
but..
when i like them
i like them as a friend~
it can be more than that
but i couldn't reach to that limit
its like something is blocking me
lack of confidence
4 years
for 4 years~
i've been lonely
except for friends and family~
i am lonely to myself~
i wish i could have someone with me now
sometimes
when i crawl up to my bed
i'll fall in tears
think back those memories
will drop me into a deep sea of tears
