what to do now~~~~~

what to do now~~~????
if i wanna fix my psp.......
i need to pay at least rm 400++
die for sure><
who can help me?><

haiz......

Normal saturday.....
i never though as i am growing bigger and getting matured......
i still get to "masuk penjara" in my own house><
haiz......
damn boring lah......
wish that some-one can help me escape@@
these few days.....
i am quite emotional.....
ppl make me feel pissed off.....
i will show a very very "dark" face in jst like 5 mins@@
wooot~~~~~
haiz....
any ways.....
do as usual.....
sleep in the afternoon.....
and be an night owl at night^^
XD

it takes.......

"It take 3 second to say i love you....
it takes 3 hours to explain it.....
and a life time to prove it......"

words can be said by mouth.....
word does'nt mean any thing without actions......
if you dare to say that word......
dare to do it......
cause once you said it......
you must do it.......

cherish the people around you

cherish the people around you.....
don't ever let them fail....
they tend to give so much care and time for you......
don't waste it....
"although you are not by my side now,
but i still love you. the time we shared,
the joy we've been through, i wont forget it....
it will stay remain in my sweet memories...
i cherish you with all my life and love....
but in the end...
you treat me nothing like a piece of rubbish...
why did i cherish you for?
the reason why i cherish you......
its because that i love you..
i won't hope that this love will last long...
but i wish it ends with sweet memories...
although you got a boy friend now....
i' ll use my purest heart to bless you and your new boy friend......
wish you always be happy......"

why?

why?
why does this always have to be so?
can't i get a good person for once?
just once...
for only once...
imagine that you always get hurt by the same things.....
the felling that hurts inside......
its feels like the spirit is drifted away....
the feeling will last long inside you.....
making you feel like you are lost in noway......
no direction for you to go......
a land with no place to stay......
feel darkness all the time.........
the loneliness stays with you for a long period.....
till the day you found back your happiness......
you will be old enough to relax and enjoy the rest of your life........

life of evan

its real sad when you notice that you are only lonely.....
the time you need friends.....
they tend to ignore you.....
its like you are invisable to them......
when they need you.....
then they will find you like ants looking for sugar......
this feeling really hurts alot....
the feeling will last long within me......