feelings

i don't know what's happening to me right now
but i just feel like crying~

its a shame huh~~
for a big guy like me to cry

i just don't know what happened to me this few days
am i becoming weaker?
am i being piss off?
i don't know

this feeling i try to tell every one~
but i just can't open my mouth~

may i am over stress~
or maybe for some reason that i don't know~
but why does this feeling is keep within me?
why can't i share it out~?
why?

i just really wish that someone can be by my side now~
even for just 5 minutes~~~~






never the less
i am a crap ~
rubbish~
useless guy~~~
nothing special~